"I took loads of cocaine, drank whisky like water and was very close to death" - Jan Ullrich reveals his darkest moments in new documentary
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Jan Ullrich has admitted he was close to death after losing control of his life in 2018 but suggests the two-year process of creating an intimate documentary series about his life has helped him find peace with his past.
"It was life or death. It really didn't go well. I took loads of cocaine, drank whisky like water and was very close to death," Ullrich said in the official trailer for the documentary.
"Five years ago, I had my huge crash, and it was a matter of life and death. I lost almost everything, almost my life. I fought my way out of it with the help of friends, experts and of course family," Ullrich said in Munich last week at the presentation of ‘Der Gejagte’ - ‘The Hunted’ four-part documentary series.
"It would be wrong to say that I haven't deceived anyone. I was referring to my opponents, but of course, there were also the fans. I hope that all the people who will see the documentary can put themselves in my place a little. Today, I feel lighter, and I am at peace with my past," Ullrich said during the documentary.
Ondrej ZhasilCycling Journalist
Ondřej Zhasil is a cycling journalist at CyclingUpToDate and has been part of the team since 2023. He is based in Ostrava, the third-largest city in the Czech Republic, and covers professional cycling across the main UCI competitions, including the Tour de France, the Giro d’Italia, and La Vuelta a España. A key focus of his work is startlist analysis and pre-race coverage, where he examines team selections, rider line-ups, and tactical scenarios ahead of major events.
Alongside WorldTour coverage, Ondřej has developed specific expertise in junior cycling and in racing across East Asia, including competitions in China and Japan. He also maintains a broad working knowledge of other disciplines and levels, including cyclocross, while continuing to expand his understanding of mountain bike racing.
Ondřej holds a bachelor’s degree in Mathematics and Physics, which supports his analytical, data-driven approach to performance and race analysis. In his reporting, he regularly uses ProCyclingStats for results, statistics, and historical context. He places strong emphasis on careful sourcing, editorial accuracy, and updating articles promptly when new, verified information becomes available.
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