“I feel terrible. It was 1,000% my fault what happened there. Mathieu had to push me - it should have been even harder. I was in the way and I feel very bad about it," he says in an apology message. "I am concerned that Mathieu may receive hate messages. Some people tell me I'm stupid, but others say Van der Poel was mean and didn't have to push me. It's horrible that he would experience a negative impact from a situation I put him in. (sigh) I wish that I could look Mathieu in the eye and say how sorry I am."
So bad does Nystrom feel, the Costa Rican is set to travel home, ending his season much earlier than originally planned. “I don't really deserve to be here,” he confesses sadly. "I had a dream and I achieved it, but my mistake on Tuesday is too big for me to continue. Normally I would have had the means to continue until the World Championships, but now I'm just going to leave next week."
"I'm going to give the other Costa Rican (Joseph Ramirez, ed.) one last push in Hulst and then he has to take over the torch. I have to bear the consequences of my actions, I have disappointed people," Nystrom concludes.